Awesome... (irony)

My gf, who wants a baby really bad, like, she talks about it every week at least (but she calmed down a bit) will now work in a child store... Yay, more anxiousness, more stress, and more fucked up brain due to a situation I don't want to live for now and that I feel I'm on the edge.

I really hate how I feel actually, about me preparing her birthday and I don't like how evey plan changes every day, how she wants a baby so bad RIGHT NOW while I'm just 23 and want to wait a few years, about her wanted to get married, while I'm just happy with our current relationship.

We talk about those things, but everything is on my shoulders and that is definitely not a pleasant feeling.

Please little brain, don't burn out.